S.A.D.

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD), also known as winter depression or winter blues, is a mood disorder in which people who have normal mental health throughout most of the year experience depressive symptoms in the winter repeatedly, year after year. The US National Library of Medicine notes that "some people experience a serious mood change when the seasons change. They may sleep too much, have little energy, and crave sweets and starchy foods. They may also feel depressed.

I discovered today that I am this disease during a long stretch of cold, dreary, rainy, and ugly weather that does not allow me to see the outdoors and catch some rays.

No outdoor activity, No Boating, no camping, no biking, no hiking, no fishing, no playing with my pups, no kayaking, no yard work, no landscaping, no beach, no green trees, no honey bees, no green grass, all i do is sit here on my ass, no girls in skimpy bikini's, no picnics, no flowers, no grilling just a lot of chilling, no beer outside, no surfing, no sailing, no eating outdoors, no frisbee, no whiffle ball, no warm air, no dry air, no color on the earth, no sun tan, no windows down, no top back, never warm, NO FUN WHATSOEVER! Sorry to rant and rave about something that cannot be changed. I just want to go outside and play. I feel like that kid that lived in the bubble from that movie... yeah that one. Just let me out please. Sincerely, I need sun.